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I know this is my first blog in over a week, but well, things have been a little bit crazy. We did find a house and the last time I posted we were waiting for the contract stage to begin. We are still waiting. Apparently since the property is in the banks hands, our relator has to wait for the other relator to contact her before we can go to contract. And the other relator has to wait to hear from the trustee. I am getting frustrated. Between that, and the see saw carrot dangling as far as me going to the other shift at work, personal issues at home, I feel over whelmed at times. I am not whining I swear, I am just venting. The thing that gets me is that we started looking for a house in plenty of time so that things would fall into place and we would not be just jumping into something because it was getting near crunch time as far as having a house before we had to notify the office that we are not renewing another 2 year lease. I am going to follow through with my list of things to do before we move. I am going to begin today by  going through my closet and getting rid of everything I have not used, worn, or looked at in the last 6 months or more. I am also going to squeeze in food shopping, cleaning and my walk.  NO, I am NOT going to give up my commitment to losing weight and my journey to be a healthy me. I have managed to keep control of what goes into my mouth, and it has been hard, and takes a lot of thought before I pop that chunk of cake or whatever in my mouth. I know what would happen….. back to eating just for the sake of eating. I have come to realize, that for me, comfort eating is only a temporary fix. Been there, done that and I do not want to go there again…Ever.

My boss told me yesterday morning before I left that I am still in the running for going to day shift…..but I have to train 2 brand new assistants for overnights first. Ok so thats one a week for the next 2 rotations. So, I jokingly said that I will believe it when I walk in the door and hit the time clock for my day shift!

Hope everyone is having a good week